woa.. time flies really. i know i’ve been saying this sentence every time i dropped by here. nobody reads it anyways! haha =p

less than a month to exams.. my worst nightmare.

too much holidays this semester.. ive been practically relaxing every day without doing anything ==

i know im very very very cham liao.

determination, please come to me!

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anyways i finally curled my hair last month? HEHE.. been on a taiwan trip.. which is (Y)

it’s a shopping heaven! =DD

and one bad news, i GAINED ALOT of weight FML! and all the fats are deposited on my cheeks, tummy and thighs! cilaka really..

Sighhhhhhhh…. T__________________________T i must lose them before my trip on december!! MUST!!

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my life is still as boring as always. sometimes i wish someone/something would spice up my dull life

sometimes, this magical feelings is still in me. but i knew it all along.. it’s not meant to be.

what does it means actually?

aihs, dont care la.. nothing to think about thats why i’m here LOL.

till then,

jaaaaaaaa!

i almost forgot my password and it took me quite a while to remember my username. haha!

life’s pretty good.

despite that my working hours are quite long, i’m learning how to enjoy life to the max

anyways i’m 21 years old (: i can’t believe how time flies

ney, no celebration at all. it was just a plain old birthday.. cos i dislike celebrating so i objected my mum’s suggestion for throwing a party.

but i’m glad everyone who im close with remembers my birthday except my sis (as usual, her memory sucks~) LOL

i was almost depressed when i didnt receive X’s msg.. and X was the last one to greet me HAHAHA..

anyways i’m glad things went this way.. i’m sure everything happens for a reason and that reason is for me to find out

i’m looking forward to the future. i really am ^^

REALLY AM DUI SI MAN!

Out of the 7 marks gone, 5 marks goes to my dearest careless mistakes!! If not, i could have gotten 118

Even quadratic also cn put the wrong sign, units for velocity i put volts -.- n the worst is, I ming ming calc n write everythin down liao but I forgot to divide by the number

@&%#§¥$@!

Lesson learnt! Triple check next time -.-

Im really tired, to the max yet my brain doesnt wana hibernate..

God let me rest.. Let my brain shut for now.

Im really exhausted..

Few years back then, i thought i had gotten rid of those fears as i could face them without having those frightening feeling.

But i was wrong.. I only knew it today when it went close to me, i still feel scared. I dont know whether is it my phobia coming back to me, or is it i’ve never getting rid of it?

As far as i could remember, i got frightened by it when i was 6 years old due to some stupid incident which i’d never forget..

After that incident, whenever i saw it, i would either cry or either shout and run away.. But thank god i wont do that now.. I will just avoid it out of my sight.

Haiz..

I really wonder, when will i ever get rid of that?

Hopefully in the near future, i will..

At this moment, i just wanna be all alone.

This feeling is really getting me outta no where.

Whats ahead of me?

Aihs..

Wanna play mahjong, but they arent lack of people.

Wanna play computer, but the internet wil drive me crazy.

Wanna go out, but no motorcyle for me to ride.

Wanna go badminton, but the weather is too hot.

Wanna go shopping, but most of the shops are only open on tuesday

wanna go other city, but my dad is just too busy limteh-ing with the others.

Thats why i am bored. Zzz

i didnt even go shopping at all. I didnt even have the chance to curl my hair..

Sigh..

I wanna go tangkak, just to…………………………………………………..

Forget it. I wil just let u guys fill in the blanks.. Xp

I better go for a nap n0w. Although i slept til 12 just n0w. Yawns.

See ya on tues people!

hows ur day people? Ive been eating non-stop everyday so there im, gaining weight like crazy. Fml!

Food, i need to break up with you soon. Stop luring me or else i cant even wear some of my jeans -.-

despite all these, im really enjoying my days here. How i wish i could come back every year..

I hope im going shopping by sunday. Im only staying at kampong teratai everyday, riding on the motorbike and playing some firecrackers XD HEHE..

Just now my cousin was bringing me for a ride around the tiny kampong using m0torbike. I realised it was such a romantic scene esp when the sky was filled wit pretty stars. I’d definetely do this with my bf next time.. I could even hug on his back. HEHEHE. XD

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there is an adrenaline rush whenever i saw him.. I want to see you again (:

Is it really my piece of freedom when i couldn’t even pour everything down here?

I dont know.

Sometimes i think its better for me to keep everything to my self where i could forget it days later rather than jotting it down and remind me about the feelings i had.

I really hate pms. Pimples are starting to pop out too!

I was reading my private blog the other day and i was quite surprised as i just realised alot of things happened before. If not werent for my habit of writing blog, i could have just forgotten all about it.

Is that a good sign? Forgetting about those sad moments and only remembering those happy times..

I guess its better this way, i prefer to have stml rather than remembering every tiny detail that happened.

Anyways nights.